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'I feel guilty - so sorry I couldn't save him' Print E-mail
Thursday, 18 March 2004

Below deck because the revs on the recently installed engine had dropped momentarily. "I checked the engine and it was okay. It certainly didn't fail as some of the reports have been saying," said Carl.

 

"Then as I came out on deck the stern of the boat went down, water came in and within seconds we were in the water."

Carl said that Mark was in the water next to him and Malcolm was clinging to the top of the wheelhouse.

"I was panicking and screaming to Malcolm," said Carl. "I was trying to untie the liferaft but it wouldn't inflate and I knew Malcolm had been in this situation before. I was screaming at him, asking him what to do."

Malcolm, who had been on three previous boats lost at sea, took up the story.

"I was on the wheelhouse looking for the liferaft and then saw that Carl had managed to open it.

"It was upside down in the water and Carl was screaming at me to swim towards him and Mark who was in the water nearby. I was fully clothed and in my boots and it was hard going getting those few yards to them.

"The water was freezing. . . freezing. When people say we could have survived for four hours, they don't know what they are talking about. I was going unconscious with the cold by the time I reached the raft and I had only been in the water a few minutes."

Malcolm said that Carl, "the strongest and fittest man in Newlyn," pulled him on to the raft. "If it wasn't for him, I would not be here to today," he said. "I owe my life to him.

"He grabbed me and hauled me up on to the upturned raft, but that was the last I saw of Mark. He had gone and Carl was screaming at the top of his voice for him, but we don't know what happened to him."

The water was full of ropes and nets, which tangled around their feet and was dragging them down as the boat sank.

"It was dark and freezing and Carl said we had to get in the water again and right the raft, otherwise we wouldn't last much longer," said Malcolm.

"I didn't think I could do it - get back into that freezing water again. I was exhausted and said that I would drown if I went back in."

But the two men knew they had to go back in; Carl held the older man up and managed to turn the raft upright while holding on to the sides. Carl then pushed Malcolm back into the raft and pulled himself in.

"It was cold, cold, cold," said Malcolm. "We started praying, we cried, we screamed for Mark. I felt as if all the air had gone out of me, all my strength had gone."

The two men, exhausted, wet, cold and filled with grief for the apparent loss of their friend and crewmate now faced a further 12-hour ordeal in the raft.

Carl, who has three young children, said: "I kept thinking of my wife and family and of Mark's poor partner, Emma. "I was afraid for Malcolm and me to go to sleep in case we never woke up, so I kept talking to Malcolm asking him if he was all right - he probably thought I was a pain."

During those 12 hours the two men did not know whether their plight was known about or whether rescuers were on their way.

"A number of merchant boats went by us during the night, but none of them heard our screams for help," said Carl.

"When daylight came we saw a coaster nearby and started waving our paddle at it. We didn't think they'd spotted us, but then we heard a helicopter coming towards us and knew we were safe."

The two men were airlifted to hospital and received treatment for hypothermia before being reunited with their families.

A tearful Carl said this week: "I don't know what I am going to say to Emma. I don't know how I am going to face her. I don't know why we made it and Mark didn't. I feel so guilty, so sorry I couldn't save him."

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